Hey, hope you are doing well. I am so sorry to hear about you. This is very hard situation i know. Facing constant disappointment and failures really shatter us. And it is hard to keep faith for so long. Infertility is such a curse. Person start losing own self slowly. Same happened with me. So i can feel your pain. Time is very hard. But let me advice you to choose the clinic carefully. I had 3 failed IVF attempts as well. And i almost had lost hopes. all i wanted to end my life. But then i found a clinic. Which was reliable. And i realized it was my wrong choice of clinic that led me to failures for so long. I am undergoing my IVF these days at that clinic. And thinking are working like a miracle. I am so happy. And i even got my lost self back. So my advice is to contact a right clinic. Choose a clinic carefully and have faith as well. things will work out for you. My prayers are with you.