Hello there, I read your post and I am so sorry for your loss. Infertility is a very common issue nowadays. I had seen many couples who are fighting infertility. I can feel your pain because I was going through the same situation. I was infertile. I decided to go for IVF. But my IVF got failed for 2 times. I was so depressed. Then I decide to leave this treatment. After a year when my condition got stabbed I conceived naturally. Now I am a mother of a baby boy. I am so happy to have him in my life. It is a great experience. You should take time so your health got stable. Everything will be fine. Good luck.