Hey Marina, hope you are doing well. I am Amelia from Ireland. I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I can understand that it is not easy to loose a child. I can relate to your situation. I got pregnant twice. But I had to abort my child. Because it was an ectpoic pregnancy. It was a a very tough time for me to bear that loss. I can understand what you are going through. Well I guess the only option for you is surrogacy. Surrogacy is a wonder treatment. It has worked for many. I have no idea about clinics. I wish that you find a worthy clinic soon.