Hello friend, hope you are fine. I have just gone through your text here. I will say you one thing. First, try to be strong as soon as possible. Its a phase in our life. We have to face many issues. That doesn’t mean you should be disappointed with all. Your husband is still standing with you. It’s a very positive sign. You must take care of yourself as much as possible. You should make yourself strong by your diet. Follow the doctor instructions for your health improvement. Search for a proper clinic for this treatment. Don’t go to any improper clinic. wish you good luck. Hope you have a complete family soon.