Hello there, I read your post and it made me so sad. I had seen many couples who are haunted by this curse. It is the really very horrible situation which is suffered by infertile couples. I can feel your pain because I had to face the same situation. My IVF got failed for 4 times. It was so hard to face that time. At that time I was so depressed. Then I decide to leave this treatment. After one year when my condition got stabbed I conceived naturally. It was a happy moment for me. Now I am a mother of a baby girl. I am so happy to have her. I advised you to take time so your health got stable. Then decide for your pregnancy. It will be better for you. GOOD LUCK!!